I severly dislike people. Apparently when I sign into yahoo messenger I am signed on to a network where people can find me. Fine, great whatever. So a random person says "hi". "Hi," I reply. What follows is a severely one-sided conversation with me talking and him saying only "can I have your picture?" "Can't wait to see that picture." Now, I'll send him my picture, I don't care. I'm just sitting at home on a Thursday night on the computer. Why not waste a little time chatting. But you know what? Why start a conversation with someone if you don't want to talk? Why say "hi" if you have no intentions of following up? Why refuse to talk until you see a picture and find out if the person meets your physical standards. HELLO?! It's the fucking internet people. We are not here to find soulmates. You do not meet soul mates over the computer. You don't even find good dates over the computer. Instead you find someone that maybe makes you smile a little bit why you waste your thursday night, sign off when you're tired and never think of them again. That's how it is supposed to work. This is not a match-maker to help us find our "other half". And no offense, but if you are contacting random people over the computer asking for pictures you don't really have any ground to judge others.

Yeah, I'm blunt. Yeah I'm tactless. It's a fucking internet chat. I barely tolerate word games in person I am not going to participate in them online for people I neither know nor care about. But the question of the night is this, why talk to me in the first place? Why initiate conversation? Why?! Why are boys dumb? I have no interest in stroking your ego, meeting out back of McDonalds to suck your dick or pretending I'm Carmen Electra so we can have cyber sex and you can splooge all over the screen pretending it's my face. No thanks, I'll pass. Obviously I need to find the little button that does not automatically sign me in and not participate in random internet chats anymore. It seems I truly am old and the days of the casual chat are gone. Now everyone wants to meet someone great and funny and witty. Well fuck all y'all I know enough great, funny, witty people and I have no need of the internet to provide me with more of them. I played the internet game awhile back and it blew up in my face. Now I'm pissed off because I'm not playing the internet game and stupid people are still messing up my night with their inanity. Guess what, I'm not going to cater to your thoughts. I am what I am and it that scares you or unnerves you or bothers you I am not sorry. I am a hell of a lot of woman, physically and mentally. Take it or leave it, but if you can't handle it leave me the fuck alone. Good-bye.