This is a stress relieving post--if I don't write something idiotic, nonsensible and completely unrelated to anything of value I might quite possibly shoot someone.

I hate people. No, not really. I hate stupid people. I just wanted to say that.

I'm actually a very loving person, I think. I couldn't tell you for sure, the judgement would really have to come from those around me. And then it would depend greatly upon who you ask. Some people really appreciate my bitchiness; others just think I'm a bitch. I've really used up all my patience though. I despise games, you see. Playing politics, not telling people what I really think, catering to thoughts if you will. Hate it. I do it on occasion because it is easier to cater than deal with a pissed off friend but honestly, some days it is a very good thing I don't see many people. I suppose one of the nicest things God has ever done for me was not have a friend ask me what I think when I really have something to tell them. Friendships survive because I employ just enough tact to get by, but think of the fireworks if we all just let it go. Say exactly what we think, however we think it. There would be a lot of pissed off people. I'm sure I would be one of them. As long as everyone gets to argue back--that is the important thing. I hate it when someone unleashes on you but doesn't have the balls to fight it out. Those people are like sneaky ass-assasins. The creep up behind you and *WHAM* you're ass-raped before you ever get a chance to clench. Then they're gone, disappeared into their shadowy lairs.

My mind is numb *poke* *poke*. Nope, nothing there. Guess I better go before my scary scenarios of ass-raping continue. And just for the record I have no problem with anal sex (for other people)--I just don't like it when lubrication isn't even offered. That's just rude.